Ok, so not having a job is really starting to piss me off. I'm trying to keep positive, but shit, shit, shit, shit, shit. . . Shit. I need more to do. I need anything to do. I need to be around people. I need to be out of this house. Just to get out of the house, I almost went to a movie that was showing for free on campus, even though I really, really, really did not want to see it. But my dad arrived just before I left and said "What about the Michigan State basketball game?" and that was enough reason for me to not go. That in itself is kind of lame on my part. I know. . . I need a job. I'm so damned tired of waiting for the next part of my life to start. I don't want to get too involved in anything around town because I don't want to make a commitment and then end up leaving town for a job. But I'm so sick of sitting in this cursed room, playing guitar, typing words to be rewritten, and waiting, waiting, waiting. A year of waiting. More than that if you count the years in college when I was waiting to finish my degree. Fuck. John Lennon. Life is what happens when you're waiting for. . . I can't remember. Something else to arrive? I don't know. I don't want to look it up right now though. . . Any suggestions? What do you do when you don't have enough to do but don't know how much time during which you're not going to have enough to do? What the hell was that sentence? This post. . . Whiplash huh? The other day, the walk was good for me. But. . . I need something. . .
I'm grateful for March Madness (20).
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I suggest you work on (9). It might help you with (18). I sent you some information.
Do you remember when Kris was working at Meijer? He took that job because he hadn't heard from other jobs. Anyhow, within a few weeks he started his current job. The meijer people weren't upset with Kris for leaving at all. They get that when a better job comes along, you take it. That's why a ton of college kids work at Meijer and other places like that. They expect a high turnover.
It sounds like you really want a job. Go out and get one around here for a while. No one will blame you when you have to leave for the better position.
Plus, it's just like when we go out to dinner. We're sure to get our table when someone goes to the bathroom. Maybe this could work in the job world too. ;)
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